hihiiii! this carrd just contains info i’d like people to know!this page also has information about me that’s kind of important,,
https://pronouns.cc/@m00nl1tdreamz.1111tap the buttons below to navigate around the carrd,,

- I have three names, Ivan, Travis or Astro! I prefer Ivan slightly more, but you can call me any.- my pronouns are mostly they/them, im agender, but im fine with masc prns too.- i’m neurodivergent. diagnosed autism + adhd.
^{I heavily suspect other things, like selective mutism, bpd, and others, but im not diagnosed with these.}- i’m pretty sure i’m a system, and it’s likely i have Partial DID. I only have 1 other alter with an identity though. But sometimes i also have disembodied voices without an identity intruding in, the only reason i can tell them apart from intrusive thoughts is because i can talk to them and they can talk to each other.- you can look at what i know about my system on my pronouns page- i’m aroace-spec, though my exact orientation is a bit too complicated to describe in short words, so the details are also on my pronouns page ☺️✌️- i am under the age of consent don’t even joke lad- i say slurs. Wouuuuuwwww im sooooo edgy ik. [dw its just the f slur most of the time, i’ll only say slurs i can reclaim]- i use tone tags often! ouuuuuuugh im so /silly teehee- I also use emoticons and emojis a lot. Sometimes i’ll use them in place of words. Like taph forsaken……..👀- iuuum. I’m- i’m an artist! i like to draw sometimes, and i’m slightly capable of animating? but only when im rlly motivated, i’m not very good at animating bc i don’t usually have the energy,,,- my fav colour is blue. Used to be purple but now it is deep blue. I’m blue daba dee daba die- i am a fictionkin! Though, i like to better describe myself as a reincarnate/incarnate. Hi i’m Ivan bad things. Feels weird referring to myself in third person or as simply a kin since i’m only ever regarded as a fictional character eeuuuuugh….- i kin Travis from The Moon I Rot Behind too. Because not only do i feel like i was probably him in another life and i deeply relate to him, but he’s also my singular headmate.- i used to kin astro from dandy’s world but now i just mildly relate to him, i’m not attached to dandy’s world anymore.

{~ 🔆 Fandoms! 🔆 ~}

⭐️ As of now, my main interest is my own source, Bad Things. I love Bad Things i am Bad Things <33My favourite character is MYSELF because i’m a BIG FAT SELFISH PRICK!!!!!!!!!!!! [i do love andrew a lot as well though i swear on my life </3]my least favourite character is also myself. don’t get it twisted i think i deserve the death penalty lmaoliterally before you interact you have to know i’m utterly coooooooked bro there’s a REASON i believe i’m ivan reincarnated. SEVERAL, actually~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Another notable fandom i am in is The Moon I Rot Behind, i mean DUH i’m a TRAVIS kin!!!I fucking love TMIRB so much i cannot get enough of this game. I relate to the story as a whole on a personal level and i love this game deeply.Travis is my favourite character obviously, and i love Devin too. And Camryn. Rusty pmo but he’s not that bad he’s funny sometimes. Really the only character i hate is THE FUCKING CORE BRO PUBLIC EXECUTION~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Another fandom i’m in that i’ll talk about is a very niche game series, Buy Food to Feed Your Cat [BFTFYC] and its sequel, Find Cheese to Feed a Rat [FCTFAR]they’re both roblox games but unfortunately they’re REALLY dead, Fandom so small it could fit in a cardboard box. Because i AM the entire fandom ❤️Here’s a list of my top five fav characters from this series cuz,, well no one even knows these characters but whatever teehee :31. 💸 Cashier
2. 💐 Wagie
3. 🍔 Burger Dweller / 💤 Player
4. ☁️ Jumper
5. 🍓 Strawberry Samcouldn’t decide on third place eheh >_>this game is cool, it’s an ending game [insp off GASA4 if u know what this is] but it has fishing and canonical yaoi heheh :3 It’s by Jimmalonia go check it out if ye wanna!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
These are other fandoms i am in, but i’m not as hyperfixated on :pForsaken, Die of Death, Regretevator, Block Tales, Phighting, BFDI, HFJONE, CFMOT, Henry Stickmin, CRK, Furry fandom, TADC, Class of 09, Gacha, Dead Plate, MLP, FNF, Spooky Month, TCOAAL, DDLC, GASA4, Let Him Go, Dandy’s World, Ocean Terror, Need More Heat, In The Night Garden, Sailor Moon, A Broken Dream, Terror Realm, Nyan Neko Sugar Girls, GGBG, A Nostalgic Hangout Game, The Nightly Manor, Robot 64 and ^_^/HWWHP^{honourable mention, me when fire ring let him go 🙏🙏🥺🥺
there may be fandoms i like that i forgot to list, so its better to just ask </3}
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There’s also fandoms/franchises i definitely know about, but am not really into or involved in, or know absolutely nothing about. This section just exists because i just wanna clarify what i’ve heard of.Outcome memories, Ultrakill, Ninjago, Madoka Magica, MHA, JJK, Murder Drones, Gaslight District, Fundamental Paper Education, Portal (+Portal 2), Inanimate Insanity, Meleeniacs, Flavor Frenzy, Voltron, Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss, Wobbledogs, and The Stanley Parable~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

{~ 🎶 Music taste! 🎶 ~}

My music taste is literally all over the place,, like seriously, i listen to a LOT of things. I can listen to the most gorgeous, well made perfectly executed song ever, and then i’ll also absolutely fw someone straight up screaming into their mic for 4 minutes on loop. /hjI like plenty of different stuff from various artists. And the general kind of songs i always come back to just depends on my current mood if that makes sense? like it’s difficult to name specific artists i like cause i only listen to those artists when in a specific mood..so, i’m putting a list of songs i really like. But i’ll break the list up into unlabeled sections cause yknow. Different mood, different songs. Idk how to word that clearly soz
(also for my own sake cuz this gets confusing for me sometimes, this is formatted as “Artist - song”.)
.girl in red - i’ll die anyway
kurage-p - my r (specifically rachie’s cover)
penelope scott - dead girlsmilkypossum - beautiful princess disorder
femtanyl - katamari
styxvii - star-crossed feelings and a result of that + catatrophizing all by urself
styxvii - how to forget you
penelope scott - cigarette ahegaochloe moriondo - bugbear
beabadoobee - the way things go
mxmtoon - prom dress
beach bunny - prom queen
pearl jam - around the bend (HFJONE COVER <3)
sidney gish - imposter syndrome
flavor foley - humanjames clarke - relaxed scene
johannes brahms - brahms’ lullaby (</3)connie francis - pretty little baby
frank sinatra - somethin stupid
edison lighthouse - love grows where my rosemary goesflavor foley - weathergirlflavor foley - water the roses
penelope scott - feel better
tv girl - taking what’s not yours
tv girl - not allowed
faye webster - but not kissflavor foley - static
flavor foley - spoken fori’ll add lots more and sort them more accurately in the future but these are just a few songs i like :3~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

{~ 💠 Other stuff! :D 💠 ~}

- as mentioned before my favourite colour is purple, though i specifically like the blue indigo kind of purple- I LOVE OUTER SPACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! While i’m not that knowledgeable on the topic itself, i still have an unbreaking love for outer space. Anything stars, planets, black holes galaxies dark fucking matter YOU NAME IT!!! space makes me very excited <3- I also love nature! particularly flowers. Particularly roses. I love roses. I fucking love roses. If gifting people roses wasn’t seen as romantic only and knowledge about rose colour symbolization was more widespread, i’d gift my dearest of friends all the freshest yellow roses in the world <333- i love other nature too, in fact i like to be outside in nature, all by myself when i can be. it makes me feel very peaceful away from all the noise :3- i like to research mental disorders!! specifically personality disorders, but i’ll also read up on schizophrenia spectrum, autism, adhd etc. i literally have snippets of the DSM-5-TR saved to my device in a folder <3- I don’t really have a favourite food. But i like mildly sweet things! Stuff that’s overly sweet makes me feel sick, but i particularly enjoy tiramisu cakes, iced teas and occasionally sweet iced coffee if done right. I also like savory food, sometimes i prefer it over sweet food. mmmmmmm flesh……- i like darkness. And sitting in the dark. I prefer being shrouded in darkness over being surrounded by light, and maybe it correlates to my liking for outer space but bleeehh- I really like magical things, stuff tied to magic and myths or gods even, or anything idk fantasy stuff. I give my ocs special powers most of the time bc i’m allergic to realism,, /j- i LOVE yapping as you can clearly see ^_^,, /hj- i love cats!! and opossums and moths and snakes and bees and butterflies and snakes again and coelacanths and spiders and salmon and siphonophores and coral and deer and sea bunnies and regular bunnies and possums and urchins and dryocampa rubicunda and wendigos and foxes and Andrew and- I LOVE MY OCS. I LOVE MY DUMB STUSPID IDIOT FAGGOT OCS. DO NOT MENTION MY OCS OR I WILL START YAAAAPINNNNNN CUH✌️✌️✌️

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ordinary things i don’t like- i dont like coconut sprinkles,, like idk why, i like normal coconut, coconut water is ok, coconut milk is ok, but OMG coconut sprinkles are so ass,,,, NEVER make me eat that shit!!!!!!!!!!!!- Strong smells, particularly from cologne / some perfumes. UGGGGGHHHHHHHH I HATE COLOGNE I HATE SCENTS UGGHHHHHHHHHH EEEUUUWWW AAUAGHCKJAKCKAAKC AAA I prefer fresh air thanks </3- smoking!!!!! i mean this one is more personal i have smoking related trauma but dude i’m so uncomfortable about smoking don’t even joke i hate it so much it’s something i’ll never inflict even upon my most demented ocs- i might have telephobia…… which basically means a fear surrounding making/receiving phone calls. I don’t even know why but phone calls CREEP ME OUT
i don’t care if like someone who’s mid-call passes the phone to me briefly because the person calling wants to talk to me, like that’s fine but i SPECIFICALLY HATE getting and receiving and handling them all on my own.it’s weird ik, and it’s only specifically phone calls like i have no reaction to stuff like discord calls but PHONE CALLS eughghshhhsjsghshsg bope nope nonono nope nope nope NOPEactual boundaries- i don’t like bantering too much as i struggle with self deprecation, but only if its directed at me specifically. Spit on my ocs all you want though i haaaaate them they’re all CHUDS I HATE THEm KILL THEM ALLL/silly- I’m putting it out here that i am the WORST person you could possibly vent to. I’m sorry i feel useless for it but it’s the truth i am NOT mentally equipped to hear about other people’s problems i can’t even handle my own problems. Tell me about your issues all you want but i will NOT be comforting at all about it and likely will not even reply. I’m sorry.- if i even get the slightest feeling that a considerably close friend is genuinely pissed at me i will freak out and not be online for days and possibly never speak to them for years at worst, i don’t like conflicts, i can’t handle any conflicts, i wish i could but i’m not emotionally well enough for that shit. i freeze up so bad and get terribly paranoid about it, i’ve learnt my emotions are much bigger than i am and i am not in control of them and it’s just how i am.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

{~ ‼️ ~}

DNI if..- pedophile, zoophile, proshipper, antishipper, all the basics
^{side notes, i’m a very iffy on darkshipping, but as long as you don’t fetishize / romanticize it and treat dark topics with the respect and sensitivity they deserve, then whatever idk just int with heavy caution, my stance is a bit too complex to simplify. Comshippers who don’t romanticize it can int though!}- homophobic / transphobic, racist, ableist, sexist, etc- If you’re uncomfortable with swearing. I’ll still try to refrain swearing around you if you’re uncomfortable, though i’d reccomend just not interacting with me at all.- if you’re antifurry. i love my furry ocs x3- if you invalidate fictionkins/yumeshippers (thinking fictionkin are delusional/in psychosis or ANYTHING like that.)If you’re any of the toxic things listed and interact anyway, i’ll just block you.

- consider all the stuff in the dislikes / dni- i am mentally ill!!!!! if that wasn’t STUPIDLY obvious!!!!!!! this affects me greatly in numerous ways!!!!! I try not to let it affect others too but u just need to know that- I’m forgetful. REALLY forgetful. like, to an utterly LUDICROUS degree, i’m so forgetful i genuinely cannot think sometimes because i forgot how, i’m being fully 100% serious. Sometimes i forget my own interests and have to go back and read,,, stuff like that. yunno,,- i’m skeptical of xenos / neos. i will fully respect things like xe or anything similar, but i’m just not sure how to feel about “[object]self” xenos since it stemmed from a transphobic 4chan joke, though just clarifying this wouldn’t change the way i view and respect someone, like use xenos all you want if you have a diff perspective but like my skepticism is just a personal thing for me :p- Most of the time i’ll be dry as shit because i never know what to say in conversation and prefer to listen. And when i do talk i only really talk about my interests, ocs etc. I won’t talk about myself that often, not because i’m uncomfortable with that but just there’s not a lot i can safely say about myself aside from my interests and ocs so eeeeer- I often experience biig moodswings, or overall am always low and tired and i have a habit of completely socially withdrawing. I don’t respond to messages quickly even if i’ve seen them because i’m usually just that tired.- I have mixed feelings about self dxers. I tend to lean towards being against it, but if you’ve done deep research and everything lines up and you really really heavily suspect so and you genuinely know what you’re talking about, then yeah that’s fair and reasonable, i mean i pull this shit too but it’s still best to see a professional if possible.- I TAKE VERY LONG TO RESPOND most of the time!!! I am also not good at holding up online friendships. Sometimes i have periods where i will not be online at all whatsoever for a couple days or longer because people just kinda exhaust me,,, it’s nothing personal i just got the devious antisocial lobotomy i guess. so be aware of that! and by very long i mean veryyyyyyy longggggg it can go from like an hour if you’re luckyy orrrrrrrr to a few weeks. Yknow,,,- i have people pleasing / fawning tendencies and i don’t know how to stop. I’m also very awful at setting boundaries. I’ll be so honest, i’m not even trying to get better, i don’t know how to.

Socials i’m most active on.
[i am active on discord, but if you didn’t come from my discord account, you have to ask me for my discord. Earn my approval /j]

• Reddit
• Youtube
• Toyhouse
• Toyhouse (ALT)

Socials i have, but am not active on.

• Quotev
• Wattpad
• Soundcloud
• VK
• Deviantart
• Spacehey
• Pinterest

I was gonna add another section,, but i’ve ran out of elements :((( oh well i have a second carrd anyway LOL i’ll fix it up and link it here eventually hopefully (i say as i then go back to sleep)if you actually took the time to read through all this,, tysm! thanks for reading, have a nice day, afternoon or night!